saye tatahu lahh kenape .. :(

hell yeahh ~ :D .
i thought i can forget him ! shit ~ i know i cant forget him . but why ?? hummppphhh , everytime i always thinking about him , every second , his face always appearce in my mind lhaa :( .
why did he wont leave me alone ? it make me sick lha !
 why cant i just forget him now and forever !! why i must always remember everything about him ? why ??~!!!
 
setiap kali aku pejam kan mate aku , muke kauu jek yg selalu keluar . kenape ewk ? daa tade muke laen ke ?
hahaha ~ maybe ~ hummpphh , i miss you ......... yeahhh ,, i miss youh , but why should i ? why should i miss someone who doesnt really need me in his life ?

i thought , you really want me in your life ? but ... but you doesnt want me to be with you . :( . its was soo dissaponted .
i love you as much as you love me .. but why should i love you if you dont want me too ? why ?~~~??!

can you just leave me alone ? can you just forget me and start a new life ? can you ??
i know thats you dont really need me anymore , i can get lost from your life :) . but can you let me do it ?
i know that you really do love me soo damn much rite ?
hummpphhh ..

kalau betul laa awakk daa tak sayang kan saye , saye bole pergi jauh dari hidup awakk .
kalau betul lahh awak daa tanak saye dalam hidup awak lagi ,, okayy . saye akan pergi tingalkan awak ..
kalau awak daa tak perlukan saye lagi ,. SUMPAH (!~!!) saye akan pergi jauhhhhh meninggalkan diri awakk untuk selamenye dan takan pernah untuk kembali lagi ke sisi awakk :') .

MAAFKAN SAYE SEBAB TA DAPAT NAKK BAGI AWAK KEBAHAGIAAN :") .
maafkan saye ~ :( .

saye akan sentiase SAYANG and RINDUKAN awakk ~
untuk selamenye .... :"D !!!

one thing is missing

the only thing is missing is you by myside ,
i dunno if you feel the same way for me ,
thought have entered my mind of telling you how much you mean to me ,
thought of cuddling up with you on a cold winter night while i lay my head on your chest listening to your heart beating .
thought of kissing you slowly on your lips has run through my mind .
i dunno if you will ever know how i feel about you ,
why is it difficult for me to say i want you ?!!
you make me happy when i see you because you make me that way with your personality .
i wish i could print this poem out and give it to you in person ,
then you would see how difficult it was for me to tell you how i feel about you .
one day you will know how i feel and i hope we could start a storybook romance together :) ..

babe , its too bored :(

my god , ..
im soo damn bored , . i miss him soo much :( ..
bosann gile bole harini ? haishhh .. tatahu nak buad ape ~ tade plan lansung !!
u!! bile u nakk balek !! i bosann lhaa taa jumpe u !!
huahuahua :"( ..
ape yg boleh di buat ek ? adeyhhh ... im feel soo lonely mhaaa :( .
wawawawawawaaaaaa :( ~~~
 ouh , i miss that fuckinn place !! i miss it ! i miss dancing with him ..
ouh thats fucking club !!~
fuckkk !!!~~~ hehehe :) .
all i want and all i need is you :) .

gosh ! sumpah tatahu nak buad ape !! harinih , aku bangun pukul 2:30 petang ~ haha . cuz mlm semalam tade elektrik~ soo ta boleh tido cuz panas ! then lps bangun terus g tengok tb :) . citer industan . hahaha~ dekat tv3 .. then baru pge mandi , then keluar g public cuz nakk call myhubby lhaa~ then balek rumah lagi~ shisha~ then makan~ then on9 till now :) . hahaha .

sungguh membosankan hidupku ini :( . minggu depan da exam mid-year ~ OMG ! taa bukak buku lansung ! haha~ da lhaa lastweek tak pegi sekolah seminngu ~ kantoi~kantoi~
hahahahaha !! eleyhh , skali skale ~ takpekann :).

hehe :) . kayy lhaa , thats all for today :) ~
byebye , tata , see you tomorrow , tomorrow never die :) ..
HAHA :) . *mood : merepek jea aku niyh :p

the evenescene :)

aaaaauuuuuuuuwwwwwwwww <3
love them !!!!!

i love all theirs song soo much !!

weeeeeee :D !!!!!!!!!

selena with taylor

OMG ! they are cute couple :) ..
but day already breakup :( .. huhu .         +(TAYLOR LAUTNER AND SELENA GOMEZ)+

i love both of them !!!  they are cute and hot !! :) ..

auuuwwwww !!!!!!!!!!!!!

donnow lahh :)

OMG (!) ..bosannye :( ..
hurmm ,, besok die nak balik KL dahh (30april2011) . tinggal laa aku sorang2 lagi kat JB niyh . uhuu ..
bosann lhaa macam niyh ~ but itsokayy lhaa .
die balek sane cuz nak amek result SPM(2010) jea .. soo aku harap die tade lhaa nakk menggedik n menggatal kat sane nanti :( ..
hehehehe .. tapikann die cakap die g 2hari jea~ bukannye lame pon~ haha . ape seyhh aku niyh .

anyway , die janji nan aku bile die balek sini die nakk bagi aku gitar die !!
auuwww !!! bestnyer !! hahahahaha .. . tapi aku niyh bukannye ghety maen gitar pon . haha . nakk bace cord die pon ta phm ~ adeyhhh .... tapi aku nakk sgt belajar maen gitar ! cuz aku minat sgt bile tgok orang laen maen gitar . mcm senang ><" . tapi ........ hahaha .. .

sekarang aku cume pandai maenkan lagu FALL FOR YOU - secondhand serenade ~ die yg ajar aku :) .
oneday aku nak belajar tol2 and nakk maen kat depan die . hahahaha .. (bajet jewk aku ) .
HAHAHA :D !

nanti bilebile aku free aku naa pergi KL laa .. rindu nakk g lepak dgn wan , pijoe , and mbe2 yg kat sane . rindu nakk pergi merayap dekat OU(ONE UTAMA) ~ rinduu nak maen CC kat sna ~ rinduu nakk shisha kat MJ~ . rindu nakk jumpe mak mertue ~ HAHA :D .. (gedikk ) :p .. tapi aku tak cmfrm lagi~ aku pergi bile kann :( ..

hurmmm ............... bosannnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!!!!!!
tade sape naa temankan aku :( .. nakk text tengah tade crdt 1sen pon! hahahaha ~
anyway ,, tapelhaaa ~ thats all for tonight ! nakk gi copy lyrics lgu plaks :) ..

byee yaawww :D !!!

when first time i saw you :)

i want youh :) ...

                         when i was first time meet you ,                                                                i think im fall  for you ...

i wish that i could have you right beside me :) ..

i love you with all my hearts ..

i love youu soo much ..

i love you forever ....

i love you infinity :D !!

only death can seperate us :) ..

my peeps :) .

i LOVE YOUH GUYS SOO MUCH (!!) ~

                                     
                                                                  = fatimah and me :) , she is my best gf in the whole world !!!!!

<= niesa and me :)

<= pieqah and me :)        ( their are my  best friends too ^_^ )

                           
                                      from the left :) . ( hanisah , syafiqah , nazirah , natasya and liyana )


P/S : I LOVE THEM SOO MUCH !! THANXX FOR  BE MY FRIENDS :) .. <3 love you guys ..

the kill - 30 seconds to mars

what if i wanted to break ?
laugh it all off in your face .
what will you do ?
what if i fell to the floor ?
couldnt take this anymore .
what will you do ? do.. do. ..

come break me down ..
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you !

what i want to fight .
beg for the rest of my life .
what would you do ?
you say u want more ?
what are you waiting for ?
im not running from you !

come break me down ,..
bury me bury me .
i am finished with you !
look in my eyes .
you killing me , killing me ,.
all i want was you .

i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now this is who
i really am inside
finally found my self
fighting for a chance
i know now this is who i really am

come break me down .
bury me bury me
i am finished with you !
look in my eyes..
you killing me , killing me
all i want was you

come break me down..
break me down ..
break me down ..

(you said you want more)
what if i want to break
(what are you waiting for)
bury me bury me
(im not running from you)

what if ..............

everything about him (:

mysweettt lover <3

i am not SINGLE :) . hehehe .. yess ! im TAKEN already <3 ..
auuwwww .. wiff someone really special in my life . i do love him soo much much and much lhaa :) ..
yeapp ,.. nakk tahu siapekah die ? jeng jeng jeng .... ... hehehe .
name die KHAIRUL ANAM BIN KAMARUDDIN ABDULLAH .
aku sayang die sangat sangat lhaa weyhh ~!
aku jumpe die time dekat bustop cs(CITY SQUARE) .. pade tarikh 19 SEPTEMBER 2010 .
jumpe die adalah perkare yg paling bahagia dalam hidup aku tauu ^_^ ..
aku harap aku dapat bersame dgn die sampai bile bile and aku harap aku dapat happykan die selagi kami masih 'bernyawe" :) .. hehehe ~~

ade something yg membuatkan aku nakk jage die betul-betul ~ nak tahu ape bendenye tuh ?
shhhuuuuuhhh ~ RAHSIA beb . hanye aku , die , mama n papa die and mama aku jea yg tahu .
hurmm ..
perwatakan die takde lhaa handsome mane mcm si TAYLOR LAUTNER tuh kann . betol ke tidak aku eje name mamat tuh . hehe . bedal jelhaa . anam niyh seorang yang simple , manje , baek , ambil berat , and pemurah(bile dgn aku) ~ ade satu tuh die baru dapt gaji , habis semue die g belikan baju untuk aku ~ hahahaha .. sweet gilee :) ..
die niyh KUAT GILE MAKAN ~ tapi TAK GEMOK GEMOK pon ~ hahaha .
dia sayang aku , and aku pon sayang die :) ..

die ade belikan something yg aku suke :) . die tahu bende tuh aku suke gile .. hehehe . cube teke .. ape die ..
jeng jeng jeng ....  ONE SET SHISHA . yess . aku suke sgt shishas .. hurmm , tapi aku tak amalkan . aku just suke . flavor shisha yg paling aku suke adalah strawberry mint dgn redbull . perise redbull jarang ade kat jb niyh . aku hisap timer aku kt KL.. . dekat MJ .. sape2 yg pernah g situ tahu lhaa ..

bende yg paling aku tak suke pasal diri die adalah MENIPU . aku BENCI gile bile die tipu aku . hahaha . tapi yg kelakarnye die tipu last last aku dapat tahu jugak . tapi dgn sendiri nye .. tapi aku tak kisah lhaa . cuz " MANUSIA TIDAK PERNAH LARI DARI KESILAPAN"

and lastly , die suke sgt pakai kasut "SUPRA" highcut .. die ade mintak aku belikan untuk die satu kasut supra niyh dekat crossover . lawar gile bolehh :) .. tapi harga die pon bolehh tahan masyukk . adeyhh , .. hehehe .. harge die RM659.00 . huhui .. insyaallah i belikan untuk u eyhh nanti ..

and ........ . ini lhaa SI DIE and SCHAA . die niyh da lhaa  buah hati pengarang jantung paruparu aku :) .. hehehe ..
hahaha .. cm yg aku ckp tadi .. die tidak lhaa handsome mane :) . tapi hati yg suci sukar di cari :) ..
hahaah ..
I LOVE YOU INFINITY KHAIRUL ANAM (!)

its all about me .

name aku NURSYAHIRASYUHADA BINTI MOHD YAZID ~
tapi u guys bole panggil aku schaa kayy . :)
tahun niyh aku 16tahun (2011) ..................................
aku still study lagi .. dekat SMKTD3~
aku menetap kat JOHOR BAHRU~ hehehehe~

aku niyh, X CUTE , X HOT , X KAYA , X SUKE KACAU HIDUP ORANG !
aku minat maen gitar :) ..
aku suke hangout dngan mbe2 aku ., mama n papa , boyfie aku :) ..
HAHAHA :) .
aku suke giler tgok orang couple <3
cm sweet giler boleyh :D ..
auuuwwwww .. hehehe .. ..

nanti daa besar , aku nakk jadi art designer , aku minat giler seni .
:) .. oneday aku nakk pergi PARIS and naikk paris wheel :) ..
ouchhh ,, bende yang paling aku mengidamkan !!!
hahahaha .. ..

aku sayang mama , papa , anam , fatimah , syaadah , hanisah n ramai lagi lhaaa :) ..
i will not forget u guys till death !! insyaallah melainkan aku kene penyakit lupe ! KWANK KWANK KWANK !!